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Finally!

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 11:21:28 GMT

This journal is officially DEAD
! Hah :-D

I think I really am gonna delete this in a few days time now, finally. Just getting used to my other, newer, redder journal. *purrs* So, this is it :-D This is where the crescent-obsessed-thirteen-year-old dies! Free! I cleaned my AIM buddy list to and moved into a new SN : 3 So, it's good to be finally free of this...

So, if any of you (some of you must be reading this... okay. Not some. A few) notice that a little infection's added you to their friend's list on LJ, that's me. :-D

Whew. Well, I'm off to try and study. This will be the last entry now :-D I don't want to return to this anymore, gonna delete it soon before I regret it and come running back. Kinda like Ed and Al...... mm..

^_^ *waves*

I'm on my way...

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 10:30:06 GMT

I'm gonna be switching journals soon now, I think, if I don't quit livejournal altogether. I already have the username and the journal, I just need to edit it and do the switch....

Gotta study Physics ._.

._.

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 08:48:51 GMT

Hmm.. I was thinking about switching to the other LJ just now. I'll probably do it. I'm kinda getting tired with all this crescents anyway. I changed my FFnet pen name, next to go will be the others. I have to get away from my AIM sn too and get another one...

Yeah, I think I'll do that... :-O

So, yeah, it'll be good that way. It'd be better though if I could get another code. Gotta bug someone, maybe.....

There is no such thing as freedom of speech in our school....

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 08:34:43 GMT

Which makes me wonder if I should either write a "shounen-ai" poem or a poem that indirectly jabs at the many incompetent teachers (and principal and dean) of our school and then claim I found it floating over at Fictionpress.com while surfing the net and or that it was by a friend....

May said my poem was a bit too dark. I was going "Well, if a student commits suicide days after the competition, we know who to blame now, ne?" Seriously. I don't know whether I should agree with her or think about how stupid our school is. I hate my principal and dean. They're practically drowning in favoritism, incompetence, bias, and hypocrisy. Bah, I don't even know why I'm saying this. All I know is that I don't like them. Grr.

Grrr. Oh well, I should write a terribly sarcastic poem that jabs at a.) a certain teacher, b.) a certain school system and c.) two-faced people..... I wonder how I'm gonna do that. : 3 Anyway, Computer killed me. Grammar was..... wow. That's all I have to say and I'm just about ready to make my braincells scream for a few hours straight when I expose them to my Math and Moral notes. DIE.

._. I'm a bad, bad girl. Borrowed Naruto volumes 1 and 2 plus Skip Beat! volume 5, btw. *purrs*

And, finally. Fanfiction.net is being an annoying pain in the bottom. I don't know what on earth is wrong with it but it won't let me upload ficcies nicely. Grr.

^_^

And you thought Aira would have learnt now....

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 09:44:04 GMT

There's a terrible monster in me that delights in pointing out how to do a certain mathematical equation thing to unsuspecting younger students. Save me! Anyway, teacher sort of convinced me to go tutor her little daughter in Grade One. She's good. For one, she doesn't pause in between stuff and recite scripts off Cartoon Network.... yet.

Maybe I ought to introduce her to Saiyuki too... you know, to balance things out?

I'm gonna go study Computer and a bit of Moral later. Grr to Eddie. Grr. I stayed up until 2:30 (I started studying at 12:30 though.. bad Aira) just to get a good read through my Chem stuff. Turns out the stuff I concentrated on just decided to not pop out in quiz. Died on four questions. Died. *sniffs* I'll go sniff my hearts out now.

Anyway, bah. Don't wanna study. Wanna borrow Naruto. Will probably work on fourteen's plot after I download this Witch Hunter Robin song. ._. Yukito, here I come. Gotta convince muses to release him so I can work on fourteen... then will convince said muses that I'll work on Tamashii no Rufuran after finishing that... Good muses.

Grr. Go!Zilla died. Must go beg bro to restart comp.

STUDY!

^_^

Seiyuu's don't have much of a fashion taste....

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 12:16:58 GMT

;_; He died. He went to prison. He got amnesia and married -- of all things. He... well, he had a fairly good ending ._. Oh but, he looked horrible, like he finally succumbed to the call of drugs. And then there's him and him..... those are the most awful clothes I've ever seen >_< What's with the frilly cuff thingies anyway? And the hair.... O_o And bright red and... yellow, was it?

...*sighs*

Anyway, gotta study Chemistry. After exam week, I'm gonna go and sit down to watch the DVDs I bought..

Grr.. My Yohji x Omi fantasies went down the drain... and that's after the OVA.... grr.. so promising... ;_;

Working.. working...

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 10:53:20 GMT

I recorded myself singing Chihiro Onitsuka's Not Your God, RahXephon's Hemisphere and Escaflowne's Vector today. I love my dad's headphones.

*coughs* Anyway, gonna work on Tamashii no Rufuran while I uploade stuffie onto Angelfire account. Gotta let Natari-chan hear.. hee....

Yay -- dedicated to Nat-chan : 3

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 14:11:02 GMT

Shortly after Nat-chan left and went offline, I actually succeeded in getting the tune right and making it come out good :-D Yay!

True Light -- For forty seconds you get to hear Aira's childish voice.... I couldn't finish the whole stanza though and I have to thank the fact that I have an unregistered version of Total Recorder.... ;_; Anyway, this for you Nat :-P (I love that Every Heart of yours ;-) )

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 10:42:39 GMT

Okay -- no more posts from me after this.. hopefully. I'm gonna work on finishing Tamashii no Rufuran now....

*coughs* I swear, I will learn how to sing s.cry.ed's Reckless Fire and if I don't fare well with Drastic My Soul... then that too.

<3_<3 Must.

Mentally : "You're not fair.... at all"

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 10:17:05 GMT

http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=1525002&chapter=2 << Fallen Angels Chapter 2 is up. : 3 *purrs* I think I better hide behind a rock now...

Anyway, had my Oral test today, talked about society and crap, screamed "Society Sucks" at the end and got some raised eyebrows. Yes, thank you, Aira is weird. : 3 My classmates had a bit of an argument about the grades -- I was good, I stayed in my seat and doodled all the way, planning Rage and Suguru's new looks for Tamashii no Rufuran -- and thanks to them, I have a good grade. :-D Hah. Chemistry was deathly boring, as usual, but at least this time I didn't fall asleep until the last class, which is good. I was bugging Eddie continously about stuff, like gunshots and all that weird things, for Yuki. It feels good to know you don't have to change so much... even though he's not much of a help really. Maybe I should befriend a doctor guy?

Bonnie L was talking about the test grades and all that at some point in the class (my other classmates were loitering about, playing with the bulletin board at the back of the room since Eddie didn't want to teach...err.. something like that) and, somehow, my named popped up. She was talking in chinese, by the way. "Aira is not human -- she's 'san-tong'" <<-- the chinese term I'm not so sure of the meaning but because I recognize the 'san' as being probably related to 'god'.... um... I was like... O_O Eh? Then Eddie just had to go on, in Chinese too, about how it'll be hard for me to have a boyfriend because my mindframe was just.... different. ._. My teachers and classmates exagurrate things too much....

Oh.... *coughs* I think I'm sure now. I just think -- Aira's not gonna make solid conclusions.... but , he asked me if I could go and eat lunch with him outside. Me, being me, politely declined saying I had to stay with my friend *coughsMarcyacoughs* who was, unfortunately, stuck in school because of her little brother. It just hit me later on how he asked me the day before too.

Oh well. I'm working on Tamashii no Rufuran tonight and I'll go print my poem sometime later so I could show it to Vinita. I wonder what she'll think? ._. I don't want a certain English teacher to see it......

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 10:40:23 GMT

I wish I could do more....

Anyway, I'm working on Tamashii no Rufuran right now, hopefully, I'll even get some Yuki done tonight :-D

^_^

...So, I've been singing like mad instead of writing like a good little authoress.... I wonder what would happen if I recorded myself singing Welcome to my Romance... with the japanese babble in the middle?

...Hehe... *evil grin*

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 14:55:38 GMT

I'd like to take the time to address certain PMSing women who don't think their children should go to Uni because they suck, they're lazy, and they're nothing but an annoying pain in the rear in their opinion. Nevermind however smart, or bright, talented or gifted their children might be. Glad to have them in our world today. People like you make our world a beautiful place to live in.

^_^ Mmm... sweet as honey sarcasm is.

Got it from Nat -- bored too. Watching Oscars re-run : 3

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 12:25:47 GMT

// Series One - You
? Name: Aira : 3
? Birth date: 7/09/1987
? Birthplace: Manila
? Current Location: Macau : 3
? Eye Color: Brown? Dark Brown? Brown brown?
? Hair Color: Weird, dead brown.
? Righty or Lefty: Righty! :-D

// Series Two - Describe
? Your heritage: Uh... How?
? The shoes you wore today: shoooess?
? Your Hair: dried, dead, dying...err
? Your eyes: Scary? Freaky? Weird?
? Your weakness: ^_^ Procrastination and laziness!
? Your fears: My Computer dying and... um.. The Ring? lol
? Your favorite pizza: *whistles* Meat Lovers....
? One thing you'd like to achieve: *_* Seiyuu. Manga-ka. Writer. *dies*

// Series Three - What Is
? Your most overused phrase on aim?: ^_^
? Your thoughts first waking up: *looks at clock* Oooh.... 5:00! Gotta check my mail before parents wake up and find me on the computer... hohohoho.
? The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: ...how much they're like my cute bishies?

// Series Four - You Prefer
? Pepsi or coke: Cookee!
? Lipton or Nestea: Nestea :-D
? Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate :-D
? Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino... *drool*

// Series Five - Do You
? Smoke: Nope
? Cuss: .....um? Uh... no?
? Sing well: ....dunno.
? Take a shower everyday: 'Course. Unless I'm being lazy....
? Have a crush(es): Yuki. Shuichi. DA... *dies* lol Not the crush you're asking about...mwahaha.
? Who are they: Manga characters. Cute synth guy.
? Think you've been in love: YES! With Manga... fanfics... um.. with real people? >_> no...
? Want to go to college: Yup :-D
? Like school: Depends. ._. Lotsa teacher suck at school right now...
? Things that happen during school? What were you asking about?
? Want to get married: Dunno... Couldn't probably, in the first place :-O
? Type properly or peck at the keys?: What do you mean by properly? I know I don't peck ze keys :-D
? Believe in yourself: As long as someone tells me to... XD
? Get motion sickness: Naaah.
? Think you're attractive: Nope :-O
? Think you're a health freak: *coughs* Not really.
? Get along with your parents: *whistles*

// Series Six - In the Past Month (and a half) Did You/Have You
? Drank alcohol: Nope :-O
? Smoked: Nope :-O
? Done Drugs: NOOO~~
? Have Sex: Nope :-O!!
? Made Out: ._. Don't have boyfriend, how?
? Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope, fortunately. Hee :-D
? Eaten sushi: 'course ;-) Just this afternoon ;-)
? Been on stage: *thinks* Not really.
? Been dumped: Nope..
? Been in love: Didn't I answer this already? *kicks survey* Stupid thing.
? Gone skinny dipping: NO.
? Stolen anything: *thinks* Nope.

// Series Seven - Have You Ever

? Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nope!
? Been caught doing something?: "Something" meaning, trying to pull of an all-nighter with school the next day? ^__^
? Been called a tease: ._. Dunno.
? Gotten beaten up: *whistles*
? Shoplifted: Noppee~
? If so, did you get caught: :-D Didn't do.
? Changed who you were to fit in: Noppee...

// Series Eight - The Future
? Age you hope to be married: No reference :-O
? Numbers and Names of Children: :-O
? Descibe your Dream Wedding: ._.
? How do you want to die: >_>
? What do you want to be when you grow up: Kewl manga-ka :-D
? What country would you most like to visit: Japan... *_*

// Series Nine - Opposite Sex
? Best eye color?: gold? j/k
? Best hair color?: red.... lol j/k
? Short or long hair?: can I cancel this? :-P
? Best height : ._. taller?
? Best weight: *thinks* :-O
? Best articles of clothing: *_*
? Best first date location: >_<
? Best first kiss location: >_

Weee. Osscaaarssuuu

S is for Saturday, is for Sleep.

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 11:01:43 GMT

I just realized the fact that I spend half of my only free day in the whole seven days of the week sleeping and dreaming and drooling on my poor and tortured pillow. Anyway, can't watch Gothika today, even though I want to.. ._. Maybe I should bug Nat to watch it with me sometime? Anyway, this is for Nat : Shichinosuke Nakamura plays the Emperor in The Last Samurai, Irino Miyu is the voice actor behind Spirited Away's Haku and DNAngel's Daisuke. So there, Aira did her homework. Still, Shichinosuke's voice is so drool-worthy, for me, I thought he was probably a voice-actor... turns out he's a Kabuki actor. Of all things. And he just graduated from High School last year. Wow.

Moving on -- I'm obsessed with this song. I've been trying to sing along with it so many times it's scary. Now if I can only find where my dad hid his mic.... I actually fare quite well with the first few lines *purrs*. And I have yet to record myself singing something else.... ne, I did promise Seishirou... Wee. *_*

Oh, I just found out -- stupid me -- that Koyasu Takehito does Seishirou from TB and Inoue Kazuhiko (sp) does Oriya from Yami no Matsuei. I'm in shock. Now I want to hear more of Oriya.... Yuki... Yuki... Yuki~~

And, finally, I'm downloading a whole lot of scanlations right now. Proof? Go!Zilla is screwing up my Internet Explorer again, which sucks, big time. I'm also looking for Kizuna screencaps. I just found out -- its OVA falls into the... *gasp* hardcore yaoi section..... And here I thought otherwise....

*coughs* *coughs* I'm done, for now. I really ought to be doing some more writing, but noooo.... muses are lazy.. Muses want coke. Muses want this, want that -- Aira thinks they should make up there mind! >_<

And, finally, finally -- for some reason, I feel like naming AU!Shuichi's weapon the evil harisen of doom......

^_^ Hurrah!

Ah. Screw it.

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 09:19:32 GMT

Muses are screaming for AU!Shuichi. *_* They don't wanna work on Yuki until I've written a good amount of the other fic and... and... I'm succumbing! YES!

._. Aira has an idea now. I think I'll just let it flow now... I have an idea for fourteen but it's a bit of a blur....

^_^ This song rocks, btw :-D

Ken is so.... Shuichi! <3

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 11:09:54 GMT

I'm watching that episode where Ken meets that Yuriko girl and I just can't help but notice how Ken, never once, blushes in front of the girl and has this odd habit, for a J-league-er, of folding his legs in a very... "gentleman-ish" way ^__^ He's so faithful to his Yu-- I mean Aya. ^__^;

^____^ SHUICHI!! XD

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 13:21:52 GMT

I am not going to rant. Not even if brain is screaming to. I am not, period.

I'll get over this.

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 16:18:05 GMT

Congradulations! You are a Gravi Otaku! This is the
highest level you can reach, meaning you have
answered all questions correctly! Go you!

Some thing you might not have known: K's full name
is Claude K. Winchester

Yuki ran away from home for a whole day because he
was forced to eat celery. He can only sleep on
his stomach and his ears are very ticklish. His
pen name Yuki Eiri is a combination of Kitazawa
and his own name.

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*_* I have no life.

One thing:

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 08:45:06 GMT

Guys are jerks. That's all I have to say.

Wee. Fits right now. XD

I am reunited with my long lost love! (or something like that..)

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 12:23:20 GMT

*cuddles CD* My dad finally returned my old CD drive this afternoon and with it the Mp3 that was stuck there for months. That CD had my Ruruoni Kenshin OVA soundtrack folder and I'm glad to be with it again. *sniffles* It goes perfectly with The Last Samurai soundtrack....

After I finish Yuki and if I work on Tamashii no Rufuran, I'll probably be alternating between The Last Samurai and Ruruoni Kenshin songs for the dramatic parts, if any. lol. Speaking of Yuki and Gravitation fanfics in general, inspy hit me today....

Oh, and I feel like writing a lemon and dedicating it to the great Pato San-sama and, ironically, Natalie -- even if she would probably want to murder me when I finish it...lol. Pato San keeps on talking about a TohmaxShuichi lemon and... and I want! Inspy stuck! I wanna write it...

If it ever get's written, it'll probably entitled: "Always in a Triangle"

Nighters ^_^

I want more reviews... *pouts* What happened to my regular reviewers? XD

^__^

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 09:28:41 GMT

Heart of Crystal

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Off to church in a few minutes. After that, I'll work on a fanfic or something..

Ooh.. eat dinner too before I go ^_^

...such a hopeless idiot.

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 12:39:29 GMT

I've been looking forever for that Initial D song where Miki Shinichirou raps, of all things, raps and I've only just realized that I actually have it. And I've had it for months too.

Such an idiot. Just because I can't tell the difference between Mogi's voice actress' and MOVE's lead singer.... I should have noticed the 'teeny' guy voice at the beginning.. now let's see where I put the original version so I could compare. >_> Idiot.

In other news, my fanfic is over the 100 reviews mark.....

YUKI and Fallen Angels sketchies!

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 11:31:54 GMT

Copy/Paste Galore! XD

YUKI:

Music Fans - old Yukito+Takumi pic, I don't remember scanning it, so here.

XRuka//Takumi//SetsunaX - *coughs* I'm still in the process of drawing guys (and a few of them in a pic) nicely. Forgive its ugliness. XD

Fallen Angels:

Demented//Lost//Hopeless - Weird Chrisenta sketch I'm pretty proud of. It just came out pretty well...

Sleeping - Rysta. I'm not sure why I drew this... It kinda reminds me of Cera though :-O

Of Amethysts and Sapphires - Ignore the name, it's still a sketch and in black and white. I just thought of that name because Zera and Cale have Purple and Blue eyes respectively so here... weird sketch. (Cale is the one with the glasses, at the back)

Waiting - One of those rare Chrisenta pictures where she's wearing a feminine dress..err, yeah. : 3 Kinda Yami no Matsuei-ish. Come to think of it, she reminds me of Maria Wong here...

Tainted - I like... like.. like.. like this one : 3 It's young Chrisenta and she looks neat with the dagger... XD

Looking through the Window - Rysta, looking out of the window, dressed in a Rinoa-ish set of clothes. Don't ask me how I came up with that dress... I have no idea...

emonic - Emitting the 'D' here. : 3 FA-version Cale looks a tad bit cooler than Fort!Cale. : 3 Probably because he's supposed to look so terribly like Chrisenta...

^_^ *goes back to work*

Slept through school again?

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 09:47:36 GMT

My classmates are going to IFT, every single freaking one of them. Okay, not every single one of them but a majority. They want Tourism and Hotel Management. x_x I don't like, but at the same time I'm clueless at what I want to take. Everyone's telling me to take a course that will make me money and stuff before pursuing either arts or writing. I kinda agree to that, but do I have the time? Do I have the money? Like, freak, would my parents care about that? Writing and Drawing is going to be a hobby for them. I kinda want to take it to another level. Not just.. for myself or a few friends, it'd be cool if I could become an established writer (dreaming... dreaming... a girl can dream..) or a manga-ka. *droops* My future is so uncertain. >_<

And, I wanna study overseas. Not here. But I don't know what I'm gonna get or if I'm gonna survive. I feel so idiotic compared to my classmates. Idiotic and childish. >_< Brain can't grow up.

Anyway, finished a few sketches today. I love! <3 I drew Ruka, Takumi and Setsuna in one picture and am pretty proud of myself. XD I need to paint soon.. oh and, I found some more Mamiya Oki mangas, still debating on borrowing them or not. Arty Square sounds rather promising....

*_* Somebody deleted the stuff in my computer at school. 6GB worth of yummy, nummy anime and manga and mp3. I could cry, 'cept, I've got Spicy Marmalade LIVE and Shining Collection LIVE to console me...

Off to work on thirteen now!

^_^

*note to self: Scan pics!*

Oh and, Nat! it's either tomorrow or Sunday : 3 Camille's coming too...XD

;_;

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 10:59:02 GMT

I'm working on thirteen right now and failing miserably. Not because the words won't come out but just because it sucks. It downright sucks.

Ah.. pressure, pressure. I wish I could get a laptop. Sitting beside a studying brother and a mom who never stops nearly-screaming her lungs off is a total creativeness turn off.

Grr @ my sucky writing abilities.

Grr @ my evil, evil parents.

Grr @ at this sucky headphone.

Grr @ ... um. Grr?

Oh and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRENT!

Hope you enjoy it :-D

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